sux

yay!! my first time driving home after my nite shift (ends at 10pm)...
scared. nervous.
anyway, told myself that somehow i gotta do it on my own.
there's no one i could rely on anymore.
gotta start doing things on my own or else i would not b able to survive in future..

i wish...

i really wish...

that there's some one i could rely on, some one to lean on, some one to pamper me perhaps... sigh...

i gotta b tough. i'm trying to b tough.

horrible. life sux. future's so uncertain.

EMO.

bye..

p.s life sux even greater when u realized that there's no one surrounding that u can turn to when u're emo...

OMG!! i'm bk to blogging

Cant believe that I'm bk to blogging... gosh~ kinda solute to myself... hehe..
Anyway, wanted to change the skin n everything on my blog... wanted to have a whole new, fresh look on my blog... but time doesn't permit me to do this changes... gotta stick wif this template first..
kinda happy cos my prp training's ending soon, tho some of my colleagues will be finishing by tomorrow (which is so much sooner then i am)... but, it's ok la... i'm happy to know that i've still got only one and the half months left...
learnt a lot during this 10 and the half months in HTAR... not only in terms of work wise but also in other aspect of my life...
'green' best describes me when i started working (come to think of it, i'm still that green la till now, hehe)...
has learnt a lot ever since started working... gotta thank those ppl that had passed by in my life that has taught me those things...
anyway, will try to update my blog more often...

oh, was jz wondering, how true is it that if we getto work in a busy hospital, we actually getto learn more? hmm... will talk more abt this in my next post.. got lots to talk abt it...