tired

haven't been blogging for quite some time... yea i'm kinda tired these few weeks.
it's not that i've been studying a lot, in fact i've been sleeping a lot and yet i feel exhausted! (i'm such a pig!)
this is the first time i'm blogging in uni!! (i'm so tired and bz till i need to use some of my uni time to blog, hehe) got cvs interpretation exam next week, and honestly, i don't think i know how to do the exam! haven't finish studying, actually, it's more like i don't know what to study. i thought studying about the alpa and beta adrenoreceptor and DD is enough. but after our last cvs worksop, i think i need to study about muscarinic, cholinergic and noradrenergic receptors as well. that's whole lots of stuff to study man!! sigh~
i heard (actually read- their blogs) that some of my batchmates actually went out yesterday after prac to watch a movie.. wow~ there r so prepared for their exam! how i wish i could be like them..
so i guess, no shopping for me this weekend (it's the mega sales) and all i have to do is to STUDY!!!

exercise

yea, i went for an exercise today! i went jogging around my condo this evening. it was kinda a half jog, half walk kinda thing (cos i don't have the stamina to jog for so long, don't aspect to much fr a gal who hasn't been exercising for ages!!). started my exercise at around quarter to 6 and ended one hour later. felt great after sweating, tho i don't really fancy exercising. but after today's jog/walk, i feel like doing it more often.

seriously need to do more exercise. eunice has been going for yoga classes and other body pumping and bla bla bla exercises (i've forgotten the name of those classes). ah theng as usual, jogs every evening, and i'm the only one who's not doing any form of exercise except for sitting in front of the tv or my laptop.

went for dinner with my cousin and his family after the exercise. we had lotsa hawker food this evening. i actually went to the restaurant/coffee shop where junie's aunt operates her business. we ordered 2 claypots of fish head curry (tasted really great!), satay (so-so), chicken wings (so-so), yong tau foo (good!), penang lobak (good, but chow yang's taste better), asam laksa (quite good but can't fight with my mom's) and honeydew campur susu for me (my fav!!). it was a great dinner. eunice, if u ever come and visit me, i'll bring u there and try out those food!!

my dad called up joel (the apple salesperson) and he told my dad that the ipod is available. yet, i'm not excited about it at all. don't know y. i don't feel like getting it. i feel like i'm wasting my dad's money. it's not that i won't be using that gadget very often, but i think it's kinda expensive. i should have get a normal mp3 player instead of ipod!!

i realised that after getting into uni, i've been spending alot, not my own money, but my parents' (that's even worse!). i've started getting branded stuffs (i consider them branded), probably influenced by my friends (or maybe it's just an excuse). i felt horrible. i'm such a spoilt kid!! my parents never go for branded things cos they feel that they don't need all those stuffs (they say: even if we wear all those fcuk clothings also nobody look at ler). they said that it's better for them to save up and let me buy those things that i want. now, u should know how i feel. i'm such a bad kid!!

F.R.I.E.N.D.S

I'd like to be the sort of friend that you have been to me,
I'd like to be the help that you've been always glad to be,
I'd like to mean as much to you each minute of the day as you have meant,
old friend of mine, to me along the way.

I'd like to do the big things and the splendid things for you,
To brush the gray from out your skiesand leave them only blue,
I'd like to say the kindly things that I so often have heard,
And feel that I could rouse your soulthe way that mine you've stirred.

I'd like to give you back the joy that you have given me,
Yet that were wishing you a need I hope will never be,
I'd like to make you feel as rich as I, who travel on Undaunted in the darkest hours with you to lean upon.

I'm wishing at this time that I could but repay a portion of the gladness that you've strewn along my way;
And could I have one wish this year,
this only would it be:I'd like to be the sort of friend that you have been to me.

stressed

i'm so f*cking stressed up!! need to cramp 55 pages of drug & disease notes & notes on alpha-beta adrenoreceptor (fr previous semester, cos i can't remember a single thing!!) into the small, lil', tiny- winy brain of mine in a week!!!
sigh~~~~~~i've got so much to do & study, yet i don't know where & how to start. today's d&d workshop was fruitful cos we got a kinda clear view on how the interpretation exam is like (or maybe everyone already knew how it's supposed to be, except for me, the BLUR CASE!!) however, on the other hand, it kinda freak me of. i realised i've forgotten almost 100% on what i've studied in my previous sem (on fundamentals of pharmacology). so, it's back to square one for me i guess, i gotta REREAD everything fr the beginning! isn't it great or what???!!??
i saw a RAINBOW today on my way back fr uni!! it certainly brightens up my gloomy day (it's not that i've never seen a rainbow before, but it's kinda useful at that moment just to make me feel better, destress me a lil'). the rainbow wasn't very distinct, but, the sort of light, pastel colours were nice & sweet.
this week was kinda hectic (already can't take it tho it's just the middle of the week)... with lab sessions ending at 5.30 pm & workshops ending at 4.30 pm. sigh~
i'm so sorry but i really can't stop sighing. i realised i've been sighing a lot in my blog... am i depressed or what??? nah~ , i guessed i'm just tired, exhausted & stressed.
hopefully everything would turn better as time goes by......

mC d

had mc donalds for dinner a few days ago, cos my parents were out, having fun n i actually have to stay at home n 'jaga rumah'... sob sob..
anyway, i've decided to call for the mc d's delivery instead of driving out to get it... (damn lazy..). the operator fella told me that the server was down and he had to take my order manually and blah blah blah blah...(i don't really give a damn cos what i care most is that my dinner comes to me at the end). so, he told me it would take about 30 to 45 minutes, and i waited......
hey! no doubt! mc d's service is really good! they took exactly 45 minutes...
kinda happy to c my dinner has finally reached my doorstep. to my surprise, the packing of the food is kinda different. i didn't know that mc d actually has come out with polystyrene boxes for delivery purposes... the last time when i called for a delivery, the burgers were wrapped with a paper, and the chicken were placed in a paper box. but this time it was different! maybe they have started using these polystyrene boxes ages ago, and i'm probably the 'ulu' wan who doesn't seem to know about it... hehe...
anyway, after looking at the packings, i realised that the extra rm 2.00(delivery charge) was worth paying after all... but the food doesn't look like those fr the fast food outlet but more like those stuff that u 'ta pau' fr an ordinary shop....

-- oUch!!!~~~!!! --

look at my poor knee!! i had bruises all over my knee due to excessive scratching... and now it's all swollen...so i gotta apply some antiseptic cream... i don't actually scratched for no reason ok... it's because of the stupid eczema (that's the culprit that made me itch like hell)....oh ya, i managed to buy a new bag, i think it's considered as a tote..... it's from mambo.. yeah, mambo is having sales right now.. up to 70% of discounts!!!~~!!!!....(hell, i'm promoting mambo as if i've got some kinda share in it)... my parents think that it's ugly. i don't think it's nice either, but somehow i still like it. nonono!!!~~!!! ..... not because of the brand ok!!!......... maybe it's because i've been trying to search for a tote for quite some time, and when i saw this bag, i think i kinda found what i want even thought it might not be the best.
oh yeah, an explosion occured in London today, around 8.50 am (their time)... thank god my cousins are all right... they left for work much earlier..... *relieved*

-- * bRand nEw Blogg *--

sigh, decided to change the template of my blog.. and i've ended up with this one. nuttin special tho (since this is one of those provided by blogspot), but i kinda like it.
hey efi, if u reading this, pls don't misunderstand ok. it's not that i don't like the previous one, but i think it's because i did the whole thing by myself this time... so i'm kinda more comfortable with it.
i've finally adopted 3 cyber pets! (yeah!!... kinda happy bout it, but don't know y). maybe it's because i don't have a chance to do so in my house..( condo doesn't permit us to keep pets).
my frens were asking me y i named the dog 'lily'.....of course there's a reason behind it.. *wink wink*....
long time ago, an aunt of mine actually commented that my name (elaine) sounds very bitchy.... very 'miang'... very indescent...and etc etc... i was so furious about it, but yet i didn't say a word.. (don't know y i was so dumb at that moment, just let her keep on 'praising' bout my name)... and it's not that as if her name sounds good...=P
i don't think my name is that bad tho...
sigh~ i will never forget each n every word she said bout my name... n i told myself, if i ever have a chance to rear a pet, i would get a female dog!! then, i would introduce this pet of mine to her, saying... "hey, i've got a new pet. this is LILY, she's a BITCH!"..... oh, just in case if u didn't get it, my aunt's name is LILY!
i'm such an evil person... but i can't help it!... she hurt my feelings first, what do u aspect me to do???.... being my aunt, how could she say those words to me....(for your information, her tone was very sarcastic at that time)....i just HATE her...
wonder has she ever watch any hong kong films before???... did she realise that most hookers in the movie are called LILY??!!??? .... i've never come across any hooker named elaine before....
now, who's name sounds bitchy, i wonder!